Foreword - (Volume One)

Awakening to Self - (Volume One)

The Illusion of Separation - (Volume One)

Entering Our Earth Vessel - (Volume One)

Unconscious Creation - (Volume One)

Conscious Creation - (Volume Two)

Superconscious Creation - (Volume Two)

Illusion of Separation

When we stood at the threshold of the ONE there was no separation, because we could perceive the sub-atomic particles of light that comprised the larger particle of light who was our SELF. Now, back in our mundane life, we vaguely remember our divine ideal. The only memory we can retain is the feeling of a vague possibility that maybe we can actually fulfill our deepest desire. Unfortunately, the oneness of the higher worlds, and the joining of our many bodies, seems like an abstract concept in the face of “real” problems: the bills have to be paid, we have to work, our car needs repair, the kids are sick, we lost our big ball game, etc. Besides, what can we do? We are only one person. What can just one person do to make a difference anyway?

Perhaps, if we could take a moment of reflection, we could remember when we were not “just one,” but we were ONE—ONE with our divine ideal and ONE with our Multidimensional SELF. When we chose our divine ideal, it had no form. In fact, it was not separate from us, as there was no separation at that frequency of reality. Instead, it was, and still is, the highest frequency of light we could perceive, the purest power we could embrace, the clearest wisdom we could understand, and the greatest love we could contain.

Moments of Reflection

We have stepped-down the frequency of our divine ideal and kept alive the spark of our Multidimensional SELF through all of the planes of the fourth dimension. Our challenge has been to keep our attention on our ideal and remember our true SELF as we go about our mundane life, as well as in our moments of quiet reflection. In fact, our greater challenge has been to create those moments of quiet reflection and to honor them as we honor going to work or taking care of others. We need to consistently take time for our SELF and know that others in our life will benefit from this as much as we will.

If we can also take some time to enjoy Gaia’s beautiful Earth, a walk in the park, gardening, playing in the yard with the kids, going camping, even looking at the trees or into the sky, we can remind ourselves that we are part of a greater whole. We are part of a planet, and whatever we do for or against ourselves, we do for or against the planet. Taking a moment to reflect on our true, personal being, as well as on the planetary being upon whom we live, assists everyone and everything. Yes, each ONE of us is truly important!

Planting Our Ideal

Now that we have stepped-down the frequency of our SELF and our divine ideal, it is time to plant them in our body and in the planet. We will do this through our chakra system, beginning with the first chakra. Once planted and integrated into our first chakra, the high frequency of the spark of our SELF and our divine ideal will awaken a great transformation in our consciousness and in our bodies. It is important that we fully ground this higher frequency, or we can cause harm to our physical body. Only two prongs are required to ground an iron, but if we plug in a stove, a third grounding prong is very important.

In order to fully ground our divine ideal, it needs to be in alignment with Gaia’s divine ideal to make Earth a planet of peace and love. If our divine ideal is not in alignment with Gaia’s, it will be like a sunflower that is planted in the shade. It may take root, but it will never fully bloom. Of course, we can all think of many personal ideas that have fully bloomed and prospered that were not in alignment with peace and love.

However, these were not ideals taken from the ONE. These ideals were based on selfish, personal gain with little or no concern for others or for the planet. Many of the originators of these ideals have gained great material wealth. However, they will not gain enlightenment, nor will they help Earth. In the past, as well as the present, the shortsighted vision of these people has inflicted grievous wounds on the body of Gaia, our planet. These wounds are so severe that Gaia’s ability to provide a safe home for us is vastly diminished.

Gaia as a "Thing"

In the previous 200 years the population was smaller and the technology primitive enough that we could behave in a selfish manner. After all, Gaia had become a thing over which we had Manifest Destiny. Therefore, forests could be destroyed (there were more). Game could be killed (there was more). The land could be ripped apart in search of minerals (there was more). The water could be polluted and diverted from its natural course (there was more). The oceans, rivers and lakes could be over-fished (there was more). And the sky could be polluted (there was more).

However, now things are changing. According to estimates published by the United States Census Bureau, the Earth's population reached 6.5 billion by February 25, 2006. By 2050, the population on planet Earth is projected to be 9.1 billion (as mentioned in Al Gore’s An Inconvenient Truth). With this population, not only is there not more, but for many, there is not enough! The days of our shortsighted, selfish search for personal wealth and power have come to an end.

In a classroom of 20, a teacher can handle one or two difficult children. However, in a classroom of 40, these one or two are more difficult because there are 38 or 39 more to care for. Much like an overworked teacher, Gaia is on survival mode, constantly trying to repair the damage done by the few. Earth is a magnificent self-repairing unit. However, she can only receive so much damage to her body and to her systems of self-recovery before she is unable to repair the damage that her children have done to her.

Gaia is trying to get the attention of her naughty children. However, people don’t usually listen to “things” (except some people who own the “thing” in question or need something from it). At the smallest sound of distress, the automobile goes into the shop, the tech support person is called for the computer, the plumbing is fixed and the roof is repaired—unless the owner is overwhelmed or under-financed.

Overwhelmed and Under-Financed

Gaia is now overwhelmed and totally under-financed. Her body is drained of her precious blood/oil. What would we do without our blood and other bodily fluids? Her land has been used to explode bombs and store toxic waste materials. What if we ate poison or swallowed explosives? Gaia’s vast forests, which created huge ecosystems to replenish the land and provide homes and food for entire food chains, have been mercilessly extinguished. Clear cutting has destroyed entire regions for generations.

When the forest is stripped, mud and sledge flows into the water as land is purged of precious topsoil that takes decades to recreate. Rivers are rerouted into concrete runways, and waters and skies are polluted. Thanks to Al Gore’s wonderful movie, An Inconvenient Truth, released in 2006, more and more of us are aware of the Green House Effect that is the result of our unchecked pollution. Also, according to a research team led by James Hansen of NASA’s Goddard Institute for Space Studies in New York, Earth has been warming at a rate of 0.36 degree Fahrenheit per decade for the past thirty years.

How can Gaia keep up with these selfish, destructive children who defile their own home for a bit of personal wealth and power? Fortunately, more and more of Gaia’s people are awakening to the truth of the world crisis which humankind has created. More of us now realize that if we are not part of the solution, we are part of the problem. In fact, we are not only part of the problem, to a large extent, humanity is the problem.

We, the people of the planet, have not kept our personal ideals in alignment with Gaia’s planetary ideal of peace and love. We would have to search deeply into history and, even then, we would find few societies in which peace and love were the primary objective. Great avatars have been born to remind us of this truth. But as soon as they die, and others carry their word, the message becomes distorted and manipulated beyond recognition. It is up to those of us who are willing to recognize Earth as a living being with whom, and on whom, we live to repair the damage that has been done.

The Illusion of Separation

The question is, how could we have so damaged the very being that allows us the experience of physical life? The answer is that we have forgotten that we are all ONE. The concept of separation from others, the planet, and our Multidimensional SELF is the primary illusion of our “modern,” third-dimensional reality.

Our Multidimensional SELF can perceive the sub-atomic particles that connect all life, but our ego/self, the current captain of our earth vessel (or physical body), is able to consciously perceive only a very small segment of the third-dimensional, electromagnetic spectrum.

When we decided to take a third-dimensional earth vessel, we left the oneness of the fifth dimension and beyond and journeyed down the river of the fourth dimension, experiencing more and more separation and limitation as we moved through the various planes of the fourth dimension and into the third dimension.

When we were first born, we still remembered our true SELF, but as we “matured” we accepted the beliefs of our parents and role models. Unfortunately, these beliefs seldom included the fact that we are a multidimensional being who has the innate ability to merge and commune with all life on every dimension. Therefore, we shut down 95 percent of our brain and more than 90 percent of our DNA so that we could fit in. Those of us who did not shut down our vast potential were considered either geniuses or insane. In either case, we certainly did not fit in.

As we awaken to the plight of our planet, which is our plight as well, we realize that fitting in is not as important as surviving. We might think, how can I make a difference? When the “I” is ego/self, we may not be able to make a difference. However, when the “I” is our Multidimensional Soul/SELF, we are ONE—not “just one.” With the power of the ONE, we become a beacon of light and an example to all. The process of personal and planetary transformation begins as we plant the spark of our Multidimensional SELF, and our divine ideal, into our physical body and into the heart and soul of Gaia, planet Earth.

The River of Unity Flowing Into Separation

I am eager to take a third-dimensional body now. Actually, I am quite excited. I know that the third dimension, which is based on free will and separation, will be wonderful. I am told that I will forget who I am now, but I am sure that won’t happen to me. How could I forget myself? It can’t be that difficult down there. In fact, I think it will be great fun.

As I come to the threshold into the lower worlds, I feel the oneness of the fifth dimension around me. I understand that the separation from the ONE will happen gradually, so that I will have a chance to get used to the feeling of individuality as I flow down the fourth-dimensional River into Separation. I wonder what it will be like to be only one form with one gender that never changes. I guess I will find out soon enough.

Spiritual Plane

I am ready! I boldly step across the threshold of the Rainbow Bridge into the Spiritual Plane. Surprisingly, as I travel the bridge, I feel a sense of trepidation that I did not expect. However, once I step off the bridge, I am so distracted by the blazing white light of this plane that I forget all my apprehension. This white light contains all possible colors, but the polarity filter here is not extreme enough for the light to separate into colors. I sense the consciousness of the many sparks of light around me, as my sparkling light connects and merges with theirs. The divine ideal that I shall manifest in this upcoming life lovingly surrounds me as a formless potential.

Because there is no separation here, it takes no time to travel across space. When I desire a new experience, I just hold that concept in my consciousness and the potential for that encounter is revealed. I can easily see all the lower dimensions, just as I am told I will be able to see the first and second dimensions from my three-dimensional earth vessel. I move on now, as I am excited to continue my journey. Hmmm, “excited,” a unique experience and quite different from peace and joy. I guess in a very discrete way the separation is beginning. Yes, this feeling is lowering my resonance.

Causal Plane

I am now in the Causal Plane. My, this is a unique experience, as well. There is a sense of brewing here, like a pregnancy or a concept gestating within the nothingness of a vast potential. The frequency has dropped one more octave. Hence, there is more separation. The sparks of light that I felt in the Spiritual Plane are now “pregnant” with potential, as they waver through a rainbow of possible colors. I watch as they swirl and spin in an attempt to decide on a form that best expresses their divine ideal. Oh, I also have a lovely Rainbow Body, but it has no real form. I, too, am a light show of potential.

As I flow through this plane, I feel certain vibrations that are an invitation to higher or lower planes. It is not too late. I can still turn back and return to the ONE. I must admit, I am a bit tempted, except that there is an urge to continue down this River of Light. There is something I must do and someone I must be. However, there is no time, so I feel no urgency to decide; there is simply an inner desire to change. As I allow this desire to build, I experience my essence dropping in frequency to the resonance of the Higher Mental Plane.

Higher Mental Plane

Look, there I am. I mean, here I am. I am a bit confused. I am still my spark of light, but there is a form, my form. Actually, it is a potential of form, which I can breathe my consciousness into with the force of my love. I think that if I do that, there will be no turning back, and I will indeed be on my way to the land of polarities. I wonder how it will be to have good and bad, dark and light, fear and love. Yes, I am told, I will also be male or female. On the other hand, I hear that things are rapidly changing down there, and men and women are more alike than they have been in millennia.

Time is still a vague concept, so I can’t say how long it took for me to decide to breathe my consciousness into my form, but I did it. I have a form, and I am now on my way to being human. I can perceive other loose, changing, light forms, which carry the potentials for individual consciousness. Like me, they are not yet polarized into male or female, and thank heavens, into good or bad. There is still only a thought of separation and a potential for limitation. Happily, I am still in constant contact with the consciousness of my Multidimensional SELF, as I allow my vibration to drop one more octave.

Mental Plane

Wow, look at all the form. It is still in matrix form, the skeleton of form without any mass or density, but is very beautiful. Everywhere I look I see thought-forms awaiting the appropriate emotion to pull them down one octave closer to physical manifestation. I hope the emotions are loving, as I am going to enter that world now. Even from here, I can feel the fear in the third dimension. Oh, I must ignore that feeling, as when I give it my attention I start to forget my SELF. I keep getting distracted by all the thought-forms who are pulling at me to take them on. No! I have my own divine ideal inside of my matrix form and I can’t lose sight of it.

Yes, I do remember now that I am to make my form on Gaia. Gaia is a beautiful consciousness whose planet is called Earth. I search with my mind to find her. Oh, yes, there she is, and she is not very happy. Things are not going too well down there. Maybe this won’t be as much fun as I thought it would be. No! That was fear that created that thought. I am a multidimensional being, and I am going to Gaia’s Earth to make a difference! As long as I keep my ideal in alignment with Gaia’s, I shall be able to remember my SELF. I am going to Earth to help Gaia create a planet of peace and love.

Deep inside my consciousness, I hear Gaia reminding me that I must enter the center current of the flow of the River into Separation so that I don’t get lost in the emotions of the Astral Plane. As I create my physical body in earnest now, I must stay centered so that I can gradually step-down my higher vibrations while maintaining a connection to my Multidimensional SELF. I’m afraid I understand now how the physical world can be so difficult. There is that fear again. I call upon the love of my SELF to safely guide me down the center of the river as I flow into the Emotional Plane.

Emotional Plane

There are many, many forms here, with colors so bright I find I must adjust my spectrum of perception so as to not harm my new form. Yes, now I can understand why humans shut down so much of their potential. The stimuli here are overwhelming. “Here,” yes, now there is time, space, and polarity. There are many beings of many differing forms flying, walking, swimming, and teleporting from one place to another in an instant. The shapes and genders of the forms constantly shift and change as they all play with the colors of emotion filling their thought-forms. Like me, they have also been pulled into this plane.

Actually, it is quite enjoyable here, as the addition of emotion adds a dimension to my experience that is new and exciting. I can barely remember my life in the ONE, but I will take a moment right now to remind myself. Yes, I remember now. I remember that there, too, I could take on forms, be a spark or light, or even pure consciousness with a mere focusing of my essence.

As my Multidimensional SELF, I traveled in my essence to many different dimensions, planets, and worlds, taking on the appropriate form for that reality. In fact, that is what I am doing now. I have allowed my essence to take a body in the third dimension, and I have placed copies of my SELF on each of the planes in the fourth dimension. Meanwhile, my SELF in the fifth dimension and beyond remains fully intact as it overviews my process. Yes, I feel me there, as well as here. But wait, what is that horrible darkness?

Lower Astral Plane

I constantly calibrate and recalibrate my consciousness to remain in the center of the flow as I travel through the rapids of the Lower Astral Plane. This is, indeed, the junkyard for the third dimension. Don’t the Third Dimensionals realize that their every fear, anger, cruelty, and selfish emotion hovers in this plane like sludge at the bottom of a polluted pool? These low-frequency fears and angers linger at this, the lowest octave of the fourth dimension, just waiting to return to their source on Earth. However, they return not to punish, but to be healed.

Time here is forever, as hope is lost and fear abounds. But wait, I see some tunnels of light opening through the darkness. As I look through the tunnels, I can see the beautiful, grounded light beings who have remembered their SELF. It is these awakened ones who are creating the light tunnels. With surprise and hope, I watch as more and more Third Dimensionals awaken to their true SELF and open yet another tunnel. I feel Gaia’s great gratitude for this service. She has allowed herself to be diminished in order that her people can learn. Now, she welcomes those who are willing to assist her, as she, too, is returning to her true SELF.

The Physical Plane

Wait, what is happening to me? I feel a great density engulf me. I can see nothing now. All is black, I look for my SELF, but I feel only a pressure against my body. I feel a body around me, but it is so little. I see another tunnel, which is far too small for me to go through. No! I am going through it. Nonetheless, somehow is seems to open as I move through it. Oh! The light, the light is so harsh and bright. What could it be?

I hear a cry, a newborn’s cry. It is me, I mean, my body! I have been born. I am watching my new body from above, while I am also inside of it. I don’t know how long it will be before I totally forget my SELF. Already, my tiny brain is limiting my ability to remain in connection with the ONE. I am here now. I am in the third dimension.

Quickly, as my final fourth-dimensional act, I promise Gaia and my SELF that I will remember who I am and I, too, will create many tunnels of light! As I feel my essence being pulled into my three-dimensional body I vow:

“I will remember that I am a multidimensional being who has come to Earth to create a planet of peace and love.

 I will remember that I am a multidimensional being …

 I will remember…

 I will…