Foreword - (Volume One)

Awakening to Self - (Volume One)

The Illusion of Separation - (Volume One)

Entering Our Earth Vessel - (Volume One)

Unconscious Creation - (Volume One)

Conscious Creation - (Volume Two)

Superconscious Creation - (Volume Two)

Unconscious Creation
Re-creating the Past Until it is Healed

The first three chakras, base of the spine, navel and solar plexus, rule areas of our life which are often under the direction of our unconscious mind. Furthermore, these three chakras represent our first, second and fourth dimensional bodies, of which we are usually unconscious. Hence, these chakras are known as the chakras of the unconscious.

As we allow the spark of our Multidimensional SELF and the seed of our Divine Ideal to enter into these first three chakras, the low-frequency portion of our history is spun-off to reveal the many unconscious obstacles obstructing our forward motion. Although this may be an uncomfortable experience at times, it does allow us the ability to heal, balance, and release these archived memories, emotions and thoughts, so that they no longer act as the inner saboteur who constantly thwarts our progress.

Like dirty dishes in the sink, these “obstacles” have waited for us to “wash” them so that we can have a clean “plate” upon which to create our life.  Fortunately, the clearing, balancing and healing of these chakras reveals many hidden talents and abilities that have been lost in the process of “growing up” in a third dimensional, polarized reality where fear abounds and love is far too often conditional. These latent abilities are the tools we will use to create our new life.

The Wounded Ego

Our “wounded ego” is the part of us that has created these obstacles that constantly thwart our efforts to reveal our true SELF. Our wounded ego restricts us, not as a punishment, but as a protection.  This protection is created by the wounded part of us who cannot take the risk of further injury from others.  Our wounded ego sees what it expects to see.  It is not aware that it is actually “projecting out” images of its past “wounds” again and again in the hopes that this time we will “get it right.”

However, we must be kind toward this part of us, for it is our thoughts and emotions that are continuing the problem. Our old “issues” have such a strong emotional charge around them that they are accompanied by hopeless thinking of “I can never change this part of me.”  Therefore, our intention is to “just put up with it.”  “Will you ever get this right?” says the wounded ego, as it unknowingly projects the “problem” out into our external world AGAIN. In this manner, the pattern continues.

If we can heal the inner wound that first created our protective behavior, we can rise above the perspective of our wounded ego and into the higher perspective of our Soul/SELF.  Then, when the old issue arises again, we can consciously feel the emotional charge and send the Unconditional Love of our Soul/SELF to heal this memory of our wounded ego/self.  From the perspective of our Soul we can say, “Here is that LESSON (not problem) again.  However, I am patient with my Grounding Point (ego/self), for I KNOW how difficult life can be in the third dimension.”

Our thoughts can then be ones of comfort, love and patience, which is exactly what our wounded ego needs.  With these thoughts and emotions, we can more easily correct our intention to: “I am ready to release this problem.”  In this way, we see our problems as lessons that we have enough control over that we can, actually, release them. As soon as a “problem” is seen as a “lesson,” it becomes a teacher rather than an enemy.

The secret is, once our internal wounded ego is healed by the Unconditional Love, Acceptance and Forgiveness of our integrated Soul/SELF, the external dramas greatly diminish. It is through the integrating of our Multidimensional Soul/SELF into our chakras that the voice of our SELF becomes louder than the voice of our wounded ego. When can then hear our Soul’s voice reminding us that, “I AM the teacher who will assist you with your lessons.” 

Creating Reality

Our wounded ego is especially active in the chakras of our unconscious: Chakras One, Two and Three.  Each of these three will express our wounded ego in a different manner and create reality according to a different vision.  Whether we know it or not, we are constantly creating our reality by the perceptions to which we choose to attend, the thoughts we allow to live in our consciousness and the emotions we permit to settle into our bodies. Unfortunately, while we are “unconscious” we are not aware that we are “choosing,” “allowing” and “permitting.” The first three chakras of our unconscious are the “unconscious” creators of our reality, in which our repressed past dictates our present.

Life is a “pass/fail system,” in which we repeat the same issues, “classes,” over and over until we get them right, or “pass that class.”  In other words, in order to create a new present, we need to heal our past.  Because of this, until the first three chakras are recalibrated to accept the higher light of our Multidimensional Soul/SELF and Divine Ideal, our unconscious, wounded ego is the creator of our reality.  Actually, our wounded ego is our re-creator, as our ability to choose a new experience is thwarted until we are able to successfully heal and release our past.

For example, we may have had a domineering parent who diminished our personal power and constantly told us that we were not good enough.  Because we were children, we were unable to disagree with our parents and even began to believe them.  The “re-do,” in which we do the same thing over and over again until we get it right, returns again in adulthood.  For example, we would unconsciously choose a boss, or a spouse, who is very critical and constantly tells us we are not good enough.

We might judge ourselves and say, “Wasn’t it enough to grow up with that treatment?  Why would I want to continue it into my adulthood?”  The answer is, as children we were unable to confront our parents.  Therefore, as adults we have re-enacted the same scenario so that, THIS TIME, we can stand up for ourselves and regain the innate power that was lost in our childhood.

Each of the first three chakras represents how our unconscious mind has been creating our life.  As our SELF and our Divine Ideal enter these chakras, a true healing can commence to free us from false beliefs and limitations.  In this manner, our Multidimensional Soul/SELF can release old patterns so that we can perceive, create and BE our Divine Ideal.

A Message About Love

Our reality is based on the resonance, vibration and frequencies of light, which create a matrix. This matrix is then given form when it is filled with the corresponding resonance of sound. Light is consistent with our thoughts and sound is consistent with our emotions. Some creations begin with a thought, which awaits an emotion to fill it. On the other hand, some creations begin with an emotion, which seeks a matrix to give it form.

Since the signature frequency of love is multidimensional and embraces the ONE, the emotion of love creates an energy field which expands and unifies. On the other hand, the third and lower fourth dimensional emotion of fear repels and creates an energy field that constricts and separates. Love’s lowest resonance is “conditional love,” which means that the emotion is incased in a matrix of fearful thought such as, “if I let my loved one go free, I will lose him or her.”  Only the lowest resonance of love, tainted and polluted with fear, will choose to unite with such a matrix.

However, since the third dimension is so filled with fear, too often the only love that can be given or received is this hybrid of fear/love, conditional love. Conditional love is limited to the physical plane and the Lower Astral Plane of the fourth dimension. There is also some conditional love in the realm of Faerie, the next keynote of vibration up from the Lower Astral Plane.  Since everything in Faerie can easily morph in and out of form, the fear/love that can be a lifelong trap in the physical world is more easily escaped in the Realm of Faerie.

In the ONE, love is not conditional or unconditional, as the concept of “condition” is unknown.  Condition is not a part of that reality. In our polarized, 3D world, though, love and fear are opposite polarities of the spectrum of Unconditional Love.  While love projects the feeling that it is safe to unite and share, fear projects the feeling that there is danger, and we should run, hide or prepare for battle. There is a great destructive power in conditional love, as the recipient of this energy field is constantly challenged to move towards love but, simultaneously, away from fear. As we have all experienced, conditional love creates a sticky web which can be very difficult to escape.

It is a sorry truth that the precious jewel of Unconditional Love is rare in the third dimension. Fortunately, as we integrate the higher light into our chakras, the memories and scar tissue of fear/love are spun-off by the rising force of the Kundalini. With the spin-off of these low frequency emotions, our chakras can amplify their spin enough to accept the high frequency emotion of Unconditional Love.

As we integrate our Multidimensional Soul/SELF into each chakra, we begin to feel Unconditional Love through the enhanced perceptions of our true SELF. Furthermore, the integration of our Divine Ideal into each chakra expands our avenue of expression for Unconditional Love and enhances our power of creativity and multidimensional communication.

Aligning Our Bodies

When we clear, balance and heal each chakra, we align them with each other, as well as with our fourth dimensional bodies.  This alignment can be likened to pearls on a string.  Each chakra/4D body is a pearl and the Center Current of the fourth dimensional River of Unity is the string.  The chakra/4D pearls, strung together with the Current, permit a greater flow of Unconditional Love from the ONE to enter our physical body.  When we choose to unite our “pearls” with Gaia’s fourth dimensional bodies, this enhanced flow of Unconditional Love enters our planetary body, as well.

This constant personal and planetary connection with the ONE encourages us to expect, perceive and accept the Unconditional Love that continuously radiates from the higher octaves of the auras of all of Gaia’s people, creatures, and places.  All we need do to receive this gift is to calibrate our perceptual filter to filter-in these high-frequency stimuli.  Once accepted, we can integrate the Unconditional Love into all bodily systems, as well as share it with our world by grounding it into the planet.

With the inflow of multidimensional stimuli, the 3D illusions of separation begin to blur into a world which is connected by lower dimensional sub-atomic particles and higher dimensional waves of light. Once our multidimensional vision is activated, we no longer feel alone and isolated.  With this ever-present feeling of unity, we feel safe enough to fully release fear and focus our conscious intention on love. In this manner, our thoughts can generate pure matrixes which we can fill with Unconditional Emotions to create a reality based on creativity, peace and love.

The fourth dimensional River of Unity travels at the exact center point between the polarities of every third dimensional spectrum. This Center Current, the Fulcrum Point, is the place of neutral charge where neither the negative emotional charge of “conditional” nor the positive emotional charge of “unconditional” exists. Within this Current, there is no polarity and no imbalance. The positive/negative charge of extreme emotion is a consequence of third dimensional polarities.  When we live our lives in the flow of the Center Current, we fuse the opposite polarities into ONE, and the third dimensional charge is neutralized. It is then that our consciousness can easily glide along the Center Current to keep the alignment between our Multidimensional Earth and our Multidimensional SELF.

As we choose to connect our balanced and aligned personal fourth dimensional bodies with Gaia’s fourth dimensional spheres, we pull Earth into the Fulcrum Point, as well.  In this manner, each of us serves as a portal through which the multidimensional stimuli of the ONE can enter the planet.  As we accept, integrate and circulate the higher light through our personal body, we also accept, integrate and circulate the higher light through our planetary body.  Each of us then becomes a great highway of Light to balance, heal and enlighten all life.

The Highway

I’m sending out my longing
To be what I can be
And opening up my heart’s light
To see what I can see

I’m trying to become
That for which I long
To purify my heart and mind
And fill them full with song

My Soul feels far away
But its Light lives in me still
To lay its mark upon the earth
Would give me such a thrill

I know this light inside me
Can extend up to my Soul
And communicate with Spirit
To help me with my goal

But, I fear that in my trying
The “work” will stop the flow
Instead, I wish to walk the path
I’m sure my Soul will show

I’ve decided to release now
The effort and the strife
And believe the light of Spirit
Will guide me through my life

As I create a highway
To my Soul and back to me
My Light can shine upon the earth
To set all Spirits free